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Dressing more often
Posted:Nov 11, 2018 3:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2020 12:51 am
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So, I've had a few drinks at the time of writing so excuse me if I ramble or have poor spelling and grammar.

I came to alt in order to share with other people a side of myself which most people would probably find quite strange. The anonymity of the internet is a brilliant thing! For some reason I have been dressing more often and have been buying things to do a better job of it; new wig, breast forms, my first shoes (from eBay - didn't realise they had a 5 inch heel!).

What I do know is that I love dressing up as a female. It would be nice to dress however I wanted any time and there be no stigma or judgement but for now the safety of my bedroom and sharing with alt is enough.

Sometimes I wish I had been born female and sometimes I'm happy being a man. I suppose whilst writing this I feel I am either both or neither gender.

I don't know what the point of this blog post is other than to say I have nowhere else to express this side of myself. Maybe someday I can share everything with someone in real life, maybe even go out in public.

I have been crossdressing for too long now to ignore and I suppose it's just a part of what makes me me. Is it making me happier? I don't know. Maybe. Maybe because I'm single at the moment it feels like an opportunity. I was so excited when my wig and breast forms were delivered and this week I was so excited to get my first shoes. I feel it's shit that society will think I'm weird for liking that stuff when some part of me just likes dressing up and feeling pretty or feminine. Masculinity and femininity are just societal constructs at the end of the day and it has no bearing on my sexuality.

Being a crossdresser is weird and I understand that.

Anyway, think I've rambled enough for now, maybe I'll be more superficial in my next post and just talk about the new things I've bought.

Peace and love
Sian
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